HEY ALL!! Yea, I know it is VERY late, just one of those nights, not sleepy. I am sure I will be sleepy about 2pm today however. I have just been rolling stuff around in my head, I think I have been a little to "laid back" the last couple of months. I know that I have been just chillin' out, I have no work to worry about, and any little bumps that come up I seem to handle within a day or two, and then go back to cruse mode. I did learn yesterday that Denny's has been sold by FFC. It may effect my COBRA insurance, but no one is really sure. I am not going to worry about it. I need to step up and be more decisive like I have been in the past. " Are you wild and willing, or is it just for show? " I need to be more aggressive on the eBay stuff, and need to be more firm on what my plans or ideas are. Not just let someone make the choice for me. I know in the past it was " my way or the Highway " on some things. And since I have been disabled and home I have really softened up. Now I know some of that comes from not having to face the daily job grind, and that's ok to let that slide, but I should be more firm on anything from what I want for dinner, and when I want to eat dinner to what I want to do for the Holidays or if I want to go to the store or run certain errands, just the day to day stuff. At times I seem to float through the day and not really get anything done. And that is not like me, of all the 50 hour plus weeks I worked, for how many years? I know my attitude would be even better if I still controlled the certain things that I can.I guess I took the " retired " thing too much to heart. Well consider this the warning to all, YOU GOT ANOTHER THING COMIN'. CHOW MOI