HI ALL!! are we there yet?

    "    Let's take a walk, just you and me, and talk of days gone by, across the fields, under the trees, let's speak of you and I, while the whole world was wandering, we walked a steady line, when all our friends were wavering, we kept on trying    "    Well it seems to be an odd little time right now. I have seen another neurologist for a second opinion on my Stenosis. And of course he is all over the map right now, says I am WAY over weight (as if I didn't already know), and feels that I may have pre-diabetes. Well I JUST had blood work done, they tested 40 different things. My regular doctors response was, " You have slightly elevated cholesterol numbers, but every thing else is in line". WOW so the blood test show NO pre-diabetes then!! So now Mr. Second Opinion, what do you think? I go in for a nerve response test next week, to see how my leg nerves are acting. Mr. Second opinion is not sure how disabled I am, but he says he IS NOT a Neuro-surgen, he IS a NEUROLOGIST! So I will see. It should be interesting. But in the mean time I kind of feel up in limbo. I am about 2 weeks away from the retirement account being set up and split between my ex and me. So I am waiting to see what EXACTLY I can get. Then have to decide what my next move will be. Do I start the retirement? Do I take the Social Security amount until I turn 65 then nothing? Or do I wait and start drawing at 65? I have several factors that will reduce my mortgage payment over the next 30 months that will play into the decision. I am just getting crushed in my fantasy leagues, I just can't seem to make the right move at the right time to help me. And eBay is all but nonexistent! I just really feel in limbo and seem to be just floating along day to day. PLUS rumor has it there is a birthday coming up!  CHOW MOI!!