HI ALL!! Stay away from the rabbit hole, danger danger

    "    no colors anymore I want them to turn black, I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes, I have to turn my head until my darkness goes, I see a line a cars and they're all painted black, with flowers and my love both never to come back, I see people turn their heads and quickly look away, like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day, I look inside myself and see my heart is black, I see my red door and it has been painted black, maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts, it's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black    "    Well I came VERY close to the rabbit hole this week. Un-fucking-believable!! My siblings sure stuck it to me this week. Plans were to go and get my brother for Thanksgiving on Wednesday afternoon. Then we would go to my sister's place Thursday for dinner, then back to mom's and he could see my daughters on Friday before we took him home. We had planned to do dinner at mom's house on Wednesday to relieve my sister of all the cooking she would have been doing for Thursday. Plans were BLOWN up!! Yes my brother-in-law and I got my brother on Wednesday afternoon, but from then on it ALL changed!! My brother informs us on the way to mom's that he HAS to go home on Thursday!! Then my sister decided NOT to come over for dinner on Wednesday, I am not sure why. What ever! So we go over to sister's house for Thursday's dinner, fine no issues. Then we take my brother home. LOTS OF ISSUES!! He had forgot his house key, but his girlfriend was suppose to be home for him. Well we get to his place and it is all locked up!! It is cold out, and raining, he doesn't know any of his neighbors that he could stay at until GF got home. He decides to just sit on the front enclosed porch until GF gets home. BUT, wants a couple of malt liqueurs first!! Words are exchanged and we check around to see if a neighbor could check up on him in a couple of hours, well there are no neighbors around, so we leave. Get back to my sister's and rehash the whole event! Finally mom and I head home. We do not get any phone call thorough out the night so guess he's OK. My daughters show up, with plans that my sister and family will come by for Tamale Pie and give their son some cousin time. NO, NO, NO, she cancels that!! So mom and I have dinner with daughters and nice quiet evening. There were plans made that sister and family would come by in the morning for breakfast and cousin time. Well the next morning there is a SLIGHT dusting of snow. My sister decides, NO not going out in the snow!! Even if the roads are clear. WHAT EVER!! Spent some quality time with my daughters then they headed home. WOW. I just don't get it, my sister has been acting like she is the patriarch of the family, and she IS FAR from it!! I did have a great time with my daughters, and we make plans for Christmas. Hope they hold up!!  CHOW MOI!!